ive been being a really really wierd variation of christina
ive been putting together this video. of me being
myself in my natural environment- my room.

its been going fabulously. but i have to put aside my "pleasure" projects and focus on school. i started piecing together this thing last week. ive been busting my little behind in school. it is now that ive come to a realization

you need your imagination to get through art school. where's mine?

dead. why?
ive been thinking,and i think its because i just haven't been trying hard enough- or that im trying TOO hard. i dont know if anyone can follow me on that one. its all supposed to come really easily. children can do it in seconds. give em the opportunity and they'll overwhelm you with ideas. lol. me? LIFE has come to get me. so i kind of had to grow up.

grow up, and make things boring. ive been fighting it, but thats.....not working out well. im trying to keep my childish mindset for sake of school.

ive made friends..... i only see alex on mondays. she's really cool. real funnay. we're almost identical to each other. its just the way we look on the outside thats different.WILL IT MAKE A BIG BANG? WILL IT WALLOP OR MAKE A BIG BANG- same with diana- shes come off to me as a good artist and a good friend. she and i sort of come from the same background. sometimes i think she stole my life story. lol. but in reality its the same. Isabelle is a photography major, shes wacky, walks fast (lol), shes like one of those people you know, but you dont feel like you KNOW them. Megans a graphic design major. real cool. ive never heard her sing, but shes the lead singer of speekrbockz (im sorry thats just the most obscure way i could spell it. correct me if im wrong) i believe their local. shes a go-green person. shes having an effect on me cuz i can't look at milk the same after she told me what was in it. lol. ive got a soft spot for silk chocolate soymilk

harris is awkward. though i make him laugh all the time. all we talk about is kingdom hearts and sephiroth's emo shoulderpads. everyone else that i could mention is in my acting class.

i really should be studying for the midterm tommorow. lol. we've all basically turned into one big family. we're comfortable around each other, have the most amazing "WHAT THE WORLD" moments, and i laugh the hardest in that class. our first improv session was last week. ive never LOL'ed so hard in my life. even though i was blank, i was enjoyed it. that class makes me feel good about being my own person. and acting as a completely different person is allowed. so everyones all deceptive n stuff. lol. all we really do is play games and laugh.

like little five year olds. and i love et.

WeLL ive got to deliver Leigh's wallet to her houese in a few hours. if you want duct tape stuff, email me at ductwear_for_you@yahoo.com or message me on facebook. photo gallery is also on my facebook, www.facebook.com/christina.samos its called "stuff i make out of duct tape" cant miss it.

my fursuits been layin around for the past month. i have to get to it before holloween! lol. i watched quarezzel fur a mask last night and thought to myself "who knew it was that easy!" i make things all complicated n whatever. the duct tape patterns aren't even necessary. just cut off a big block of fur and slap it on with a glue gun and then go back and cut where necessary n trim the front.

gorilla tape is the next thing on my to-do list. my duct tape shoes- not sticking to the base. their FINE, but the fronts wahts bothering me. ive tried spray adhesive, and crazy glue and more duct tape and its just not working all that well. so. im going to buy gorilla tape and see if that works. cuz im bout to cut up some converse when i get some free time within the week, or next week, or the weekend.

their airwalks, so it really doesn't matter. lol. if they were allstar's, i'd go around it a bit differently. sam's shoes fit me. shes a 9 now and shes 11.

watever man. i gotta get bak to drawing. ill update next week.