GET OUT

i feel like ive been left hanging/uninformed/and very much FUCKED OVER.

i did my script. into a storyboard. rite? that’s what were supposed to do. and well. i finished it. thats cool.

and when i get to class- NO ONES EVEN DONE. some ppl havent even started. i feel like ive gone above and beyond. that my friends

is the first time this has happened to me.

i seriously thought the due date was today but APPARENTLY NOT.

and all period, prof and chris were going back and forth like little kindergardeners, not an ADULT to be seen for miles. and i get told. *stress on the awkward atmosphere in the air because of their arguing* that i have to do my storyboard IN INK.

FUCK NO. im already sick and tired of this guy.so i have to redo all fucking 20 pages.

its not like theres anything i can do about it. he just talks about his damn career and how we’ll never get there if we joke around like idiots. and his recurring lines that annoy the hell out of people because its very inconsiderate and rude.

“you’d wanna go throw yourself in front of a train”

“you’d wanna go kill yourself”

“of course, you all draw like this-” *draws stick figure*” of course you all have never worked in 3Ds MAX” “You wont do this” “you’ll never do that”

i didnt want to be self centered and stop him right there,tell him to shut the fuck up, and walk away.im nice. its in my blood.

“theres the door if you dont wanna take this seriously”

im tired of being misunderstood. i havent been more close to saying “NO YOUR WRONG.” to a teacher before.

maybe he should think that maybe……..just maybe. someone in the class has dealt with suicide problems.

“you’d wanna go kill yourself”

i WINCED.

and it was very PRONOUNCED because he caught me off guard. nida looked at me for a sec and then went bak to listening to him rnat about how awesome he is.

when i first heard it come out of his mouth. maybe he should think that that is something that HAPPENS IN THIS WORLD. AND ITS NOT AN EXAGGERATION. that is something serious. and not something to just SAY.

“you’d wanna go throw yourself in front of a train”

O_O if he thinks that that’s what i would do if i were assigned in impossible amount of work with such a close deadline-

holy fuck

he really needs to get to know us before he starts making judgements.

i dont fucking care what it is. if its work thats given to me, FUCK YEAH I would do it to my best ability, and turn it in on time because i have the will to be successful and the ambition to CARRY THE FUCK ON.

AND I worked in 3Ds MAx for two years in highschool. SUCK.

ON.

MY.

DICK.

“you guys are lucky to have someone from the gaming industry teaching you-“

well honestly i feel like i couldn’t be more UNFORTUNATE. TO HAVE THIS SPECIFIC MAN. as a professor. im sick and tired of being told that im oh.

so fortunate. to have things the way i do now.

i dont think anyone likes to be told their dumb. believe it or not, neither do i. he makes everyone so……….INFERIOR to him.

im an 18 year old woman that has been told she “cant” for most of her life.

“You wont do this” “you’ll never do that”

his statements will fuel my fire. when im somebody in this world, im going to find him. that is if hes alive. or find his fucking grave.

and laugh.

get the fuck out.