a change of plans?

o. my family had this… epic talk of mass proportions. about whats gonna happen. since we’re not doing to good. the economy isn’t being nice to us. almost all of us are out of a job. those who had main supporting jobs before have lost them and have been searching for about a year now. if my dad doesn’t find a job by april, we’ll have to leave again.

in the n ext four months, life could change for everyone. my aunt is talking about moving to florida. and if my aunt moves, the most logical thing that belizeans do is go on right after the family leader (my aunt) a year or two later. we dont like being alone. we congregate in groups of 10 or so. sooooo…..my family could follow my aunt there. supposedly, our family there(in sarasota) is acting as an open door for us. at this time, im not rly sure of what to think. imeen. im rly attached to the woodlands. i love my friends here. ive met people here that ill never forget as long as i live. i went to highschool here. i know this city like the back of my hand. but i might leave.

if we are, we’ll leave one family at a time. my aunt, uncle, and kait will go first, yuri will stay here with us to finish his second year of school. and if things go as planned, we’ll follow right after, idk if i’ll transfer to ai tampa (cuz thats the nearest school to sarasota) or i’ll just finish my school here. idk.

i personally…….deep inside my soul…really would like to live in florida. but i dont want to leave my friends….but i went for vacation couple of years ago to FL- and i was absolutely in love with sarasota. the sand on the beaches- WHITE.the water’s like crystal clear, and there are beautiful sites and not so beautiful people. i was 15.

well……………who knows what might happen in six months. will we be in sarasota, still here, living in my aunts former house, hearing from them, will things suddenly get better? will they get worse? idk.

whatever happens. happens. im all for it.