my deepest apologies, blog.
my first qarter at ai was amazing. the second, not as amazing. lost some people here and there, got a bit caught up in homework for a few, and then....i procrastinated.
and repeat.
autumn came late. i dont know if anyone cared to notice.
i did.
lots of crap has happened, lots of awesome stuffs' happened. i can't just put it into one HUGE paragraph. but im only going to say that i've learned a lot in these past few months.
ive learned. and i've done some more thinking.
reading, watching vids on youtube, and doing practically nothing, i thought. o-0 about my life. as a single person.
i have to keep telling myself that im being stupid. childish. and irritating to my own conscience when this subject comes up. it only makes me sad. im never happy when it comes around.
"oh yeah. theres somebody for everybody" mmhm.
just KEEEP telling that to yourself, christina.
ugh.
so anime. ive finally conformed and embraced it as a whole. but not rly. since i still dont like inuyasha, or anything main stream. ive never gotten used to being a conformist, so. it happens.
its gonna take some time.
embracing new ideas is something im not good at..
and letting go of the old ones is hard too....
sometimes i just want everything to stay the way it is. but. after a while. i realize that this is the way things are meant to work out. be it relationships, politics, my art, death, new life. sometimes ye just gotta give in.
and give in i have lol.
im completely in love with the vocaloids.
everyone else can shut up.
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